I just told you that my mum died last September. You said you had just had sex with her - don't you remember ?, You have a very short attention span. Did you go to school on the 'short bus'?, I bet your mother used to tell you that you were "not stupid, you are special".
Now, If you are going to be tough enough to want to meet someone 'face to face', you at least have to make the effort to go, not expect the other person to travel.
Somebody even even offered to sponsor you to come here and you don't even accept, you know why?, because you are Punk.